I hate to admit this, but the past few days I've been bored. There's plenty of home improvement projects I could be working on, plenty of books to read and tv shows to watch, craft projects I've put off for years, etc. Somehow, for the last two days, I've been incapable of doing much of anything but just sitting around. I'm mildly embarrassed at the number of naps I've been taking; after all, I haven't been doing much of anything to be tired from. We take the dogs on nightly walks but that's about it for physical exercise. I'm tired of doing housework or other useful things. I feel guilty for feeling bored with everything going on in the world and I know that I'm lucky to be safely at home, and not sick, and still able to pay the bills into the bargain. Deep down I'm ashamed at my lack of productivity and this pervasive feeling of ennui.
After I finish the post I'm going to force myself to get a few things done today. The dogs (especially George) need baths. Marco's main cage needs cleaning. The porch needs mopping to get rid of the half inch of pollen coating the floor, and the laundry, which was caught up just the other day, is already piling up again. On a related note, how are two people who aren't even working managing to go through so much laundry? I don't understand it. Anyway, maybe if I give myself a good kick int he pants and go get some stuff done I'll feel better.
How are you coping? How are you feeling? Are you making good use of your time, or are you like me and just drifting along kind of aimlessly through the days? I'd love to know.
I have been the same way, jen. no motivation, plenty of naps.
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I have been knitting on a special project for a friend; she is paying me to knit a winter scarf for her mom.
banana bread for eggs sounds like a fair exchange!
as for laundry, we are not wearing clothes (well, many of them) around the house, so I have not done laundry for 2 weeks.
I SO miss work. can't wait til 4/30 - the day we come off lockdown.
update - I cleaned out the baking cabinet in the kitchen. I found an old can of pumpkin puree that expired in 2015, a small bottle of lemon juice that expired in 2014, and a can of sweetened condensed milk that expired in 2016. JFC!
DeleteI have plenty of flour (all-purpose and bread) and sugar and yeast; spouse wants me to make some bread for him (white poppy seed). so I will go start up the breadmaker now!
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But you baked banana bread! THAT was pretty productive, in my book. I think it all depends on how we define productivity. I feel like I've been productive even if I've just read a book. (And why do we all have this nagging feeling that we should be productive, anyway? I feel it too!)
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I can't even seem to concentrate to read much right now, Steve, which is really odd for me. I'm glad you're doing well. I think of you often!
DeleteAs to your question: Option B. Drifting aimlessly through my days. I did just take a walk and now I have to clean up the chick bin and give them fresh food and water and fold laundry and make the bed and kick bamboo. Oh! And plant a row of arugula.
ReplyDeleteI think of all of this and it's almost overwhelming and to be honest, I could do it all in less than an hour.
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DeleteThe lack of motivation seems to go with what we are all going through as everyone I have talked with has said the same thing. I have the hardest time getting anything done and I've got plenty I need to do and want to do yet I find myself sitting way too much. I agree about laundry. I'm doing a lot of that and there are just two of us. Of course when the weather is nice we do some yard work and that gives a lot of laundry but we have not done even half the yard work we should have done. I just keep telling myself we are going through a major and disturbing situation right now and we need to be kind to ourselves however that may be. You two take care!
ReplyDeleteWe're actually pretty well caught up on the yard work. Now it's the inside of the house that I need to work on, but it's hard to be inside when the weather is so nice. Also, sitting in the house is making me a bit stir crazy at the moment.
DeleteNot so aimless here, but not getting as many of those long delayed projects done. I love banana bread. SG needs to make some!
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DeleteBeautiful bread! One thing I've learned about the motivation bit, I can't eat what I would normally consider a regular meal. When ever I do that I turn into a slug. I move from the recliner in the living room, to the recliner in the writing room, and then out to sit in the sun for a while, and then back to the recliner in the living room.
ReplyDeleteEvery time I eat a regular meal I feel the exact same way, Dave. It just saps the motivation right out of one.
DeleteIt's become easier to drift, unfortunately.
ReplyDeleteI've kept myself from baking too much; I don't need the food and just eat it, aimlessly.
I'm actually really tired of cooking and baking. I'm going to have to go easier on the baked goodies because it's too easy to eat too much of it.
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DeleteThe last time my wife made Banana Bread, she left it to cool on the kitchen table, and the dog ate half of it.
ReplyDeleteHaha! Dogs like goodies too! My dogs would do the same thing if given half a chance.
DeleteThe bread looks delicious. I just took a frozen loaf of gazoonie (zucchini) bread as my youngest granddaughter calls it, out of the freezer to go with our morning coffee.
ReplyDeleteZucchini bread is delicious! If I had zucchini I would make that, too. :)
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ReplyDeleteI wish I could give you a slice (or a whole loaf) of the banana bread! It's very tasty and I'm sure you'd enjoy it.
DeleteGregg wouldn't get a look in. I would elbow him out of the way and wolf down an entire banana loaf. Behind me I would hear Gregg whispering, "Why the hell did you invite this crazy English guy into our home Jennifer?" and Marco would be squawking like crazy.
DeleteHats off to you for admitting how you feel, Jennifer. I don't think it is unusual at all - we (you) have been under mental stress with everything that's been going on, and sometimes (as I am sure you know) anxiety - which under the current cirumstances has obvious causes, last but not least the impossibility to make any proper plans - can express itself in this lack of motivation and much tiredness from presumably doing "nothing".
ReplyDeleteMy days are still very structured because of work; I have regular meetings (phone conferences) with my clients, reply to their emails, work on documents for them and so on. I take my meals more or less at the same time, and as I do not have much - if any - more time than "before", I have no big projects planned around my home.
Of course I keep doing my regular household things such as washing, ironing and cleaning; this week, the only "extra" I have planned this week is cleaning my windows - they are a disgrace!
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ReplyDeleteI think it is hard to keep motivated when we are so off our usual routine. Maybe in a few days one of those projects will seem easier to start.
ReplyDeleteThe bread looks so good. I think it is hard to keep things on an even keel when we are living in a world of uncertainty. Sometimes I just find myself pacing. Luckily I live in a place where I can walk a lot. And I do...
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I am mad-jealous about the baking and the eggs. No flour to be had here, alas
ReplyDeleteI am not bored as I still work. I am fortunate that way.
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